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A Cutting by ~ragemuse:iconragemuse:

Categories Traditional Art > Mixed Media

©2005-2009 ~ragemuse
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This entry was inspired by the SELF INJURY CONTEST over on

A really old diary entry under an assumed name and handwriting, 'twas the old alter ego I built around myself back in the day when I was dealing with intense stress and conflicts with reality... hence the blood spatters on the page... I'm not anywhere close to that person anymore, but I keep her diary around to remind myself why I took a walk in that darkness. It's really rather a bunch of shameless writings though XP

Oh yeah, and I never got him... >_>

~Liriel


*edit* If ANYONE needs help to get over something similar, or you're just fucking depressed send me a note please, I have some answers. And no it has nothing to do with religion either :eyeroll:

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~TheDeathBunnie May 31, 2005, 10:55:03 PM
Wow. That is really...disturbing. Disturbing but very nice. Different from anything I'd expect from you, believe it or not. Really amazing stuff!
And I feel special, just because I've actually been to Bremerton. Woohoo!
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~ragemuse Jun 1, 2005, 7:27:01 AM
Yeah sorry, didn't mean to freak anyone out with my lonesome past... :(

~Liriel

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=cheezopath Jun 1, 2005, 11:53:31 AM
A fine entry! Let us know how you do :)

Yeah, it's a shame about most recovery/rehab programs brigning religion into it. I want a good safety net that wont push stuff I don't approve of at the same time, you know?

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I assassinated George Bush and escaped in a time machine.
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~balliehead Jun 1, 2005, 12:08:44 PM
As scary as it is, it really is an interesting deviation. I'm glad you're not going through that rough era anymore. I guess it's something we all go through and grow out of, some worse than others.

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"The past is history, the future is a mystery, but today is a gift. That is why it is called the present." Master Oogway, Kung-Fu Panda
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~ImaginaryLoser16 Jun 1, 2005, 3:56:29 PM
I agree with balliehead. It really is a very interesting Deviation. The "I want him" part reminds me of an ex-crush. Anyways altogether I like it.

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I'm casually obsessed. An unforgiven debt.
I am indifferent, yet (I am a total wreck)
I'm every cliche', but I simply do it best.
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~ragemuse Jun 2, 2005, 11:52:22 AM
Well, you see I didn't actually enter this in the contest, as I didn't know about the group or the contest until after it had already started voting... but if they run it again, I'll submit A Cutting... it just might do well.

With rehab folks often the rub is that they're funded and/or staffed by some kind of church or religious group, so that's always gonna get mixed up in the recovery program. Though I have to admit in some cases having something like God to surrender your will to is *exactly* what's needed in order to recover.

Really though, all cases are individual cases, and there's no cookie cutter method that'll work for everyone.

~Liriel

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+ BadBlood + ~ the vampire webcomic for mature readers :crazy: 8-)
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~ragemuse Jun 2, 2005, 11:55:43 AM
Yeah for me it could have been a lot worse, that particular winter of 1991 was the low point... certainly built character :crazy:

~Liriel

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+ BadBlood + ~ the vampire webcomic for mature readers :crazy: 8-)
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~ragemuse Jun 2, 2005, 11:59:52 AM
:bow:

Thanks for the :+fav: :boogie:

~Liriel

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+ BadBlood + ~ the vampire webcomic for mature readers :crazy: 8-)
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~Mirleanda Jun 5, 2005, 2:31:18 PM
Now I'm sitting in front of this photo for ten minutes and I still don't know what to write but I feel like I should write something... It touched me... all the blood... "but I keep >her< diary around" though it sounds a bit strange I love this sentence. Your talking about your past like it was the one of another person. Well you said you've changed. I'm glad you did and don't have to deal with these problems anymore!
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